The kids have gone to sleep, so i blog.
Saturday, November 29th, 2008So I’ve been babysitting for some extra money. Not only do I get to pay my bills, I’ve found that caring for children can be a quite rewarding thing to do.
These kids…they’re such perceptive and sensitive beings. Much love and edification is needed in these stages of developing opinions about the world and themselves. My hope for them is that they grow to be strong, confident human beings fighting for truth and love. I look after them making sure that our limited time together reflects that. From something as small as listening to their opinions to making sure that they have balanced meals, everything counts in terms of conveying that message! And watching them react to the safe atmosphere provided for them is so much more rewarding than just caring for them, ten fold! When they know that they’re free to express their individuality and talents, you never know what to expect.
I’m also beginning to appreciate my mom’s efforts to provide for me a sense of stability and peace during my childhood. For as long as I can remember, all of her time was devoted to keeping a clean, comfortable home full of good food for me. I don’t believe that I was being ‘sheltered’ from the truth anymore, but rather, I’m beginning to realize that she hoped for me to have a safe haven where I can develop a sense of self. Pretty cool of her.

















